"id still date you even if you had cancer"

"i think im going to cry"

thankyou

this is roley, we are inlove

that night i slept, on your side of the bed so, it was ready when you got home, were ike noughts and crosses in that, opposites always attract.

you know im the best youll get

was it worth it, in the end, oh please tell me

and come what may

1, id like to think that you realise in my short absence from your life I learnt a much needed lesson of gratitude and acceptance before I reapeared to fix my mistakes. From my point of view things are heading back on track and I am more than happy.

2, maybe its your age or just the person you are, I mean your a great person an all, but I don't think playing the 'copy cat' role will get you anywhere.

3, I enjoy the fact that are minds are more than slightly alike and you understand most things I am trying to say during my struggles to slur them from my mouth, and that if we spontaniously decided to dance, we would move almost perfectly insync without even meaning to do so on purpose, I like that you get me, and I get you.

4, at the begining of our friendship I never thought we would become more then slight aquaintances but as our friendship has gone on I've come to realise a good quality about everything you do, and how much of a good person you are, I've grown quite fond of you.

5, sorry to be the one to inform you even though the majority of your friends speak it behind your back, you don't NEED a significant other for things to be 'okay' you don't need to throw yourself around to be wanted, just because you are not somebodys 'lover' doesn't mean your any less of an amazing person hey.

6, there are so many things I want to say to you, just to make sure your okay but im a bit scared ill hit to deep and you'll become upset, I miss having you around, and I hate knowing that you are down, but I am here for you, if you need me, ever.

7, I know your caught up in the moment, but please don't let yourself down, and let everyone go, I mean im more than happy for you, trust me, but I do not want you to make a mistake, come over again soon pls.

8, Its not that I don't like you, its that I don't like the things you do, if you understand me.

9, I know I did wrong by you, and I deffinantly know I miss our friendship, and I like that we are t the point where we will smile at each other as we cross paths, but I don't like how stubborn you are, still.

10, probly the nicest boy I've met lately, and I am more than happy for the both of you, honestly but if you do wrong by her ill be more than happy to punch you in the face hey.

11, I like how we are now, but I still wish we were as close as before, maybe in time we will be there again but maybe we wont all i know is, i am certainly greatful to have you back.

12, whenever your name used to be mentioned all I would think was 'jerk, get over yourself' but as of late I realise, your a pretty sick guy. Sorry for teh confusion.

13, I am more than greatful for all the little things you do for me, and id even stand there in the cold, really late at night and tell you all the good things you've done for me and how much I appriciate it and even more so you, you make me happiest, hands down.

14, Maybe cause your so far away, I feel like I let you down and find it hard to conversate with you at times, but i miss you and how fun you are and i WILL see you soon, promise.

In fear we stand arms folded with our backs to the world and choose to ignore the risk of living and for the excuses each perfect word we use to describe why this is morethan we can handle on our backs, the weight of being truely fucking honest.

Kings in this world, slaves in the next, we pledge allegiance to the dollar sign. blind to the effects of lust, of greed. the lives we lead controlled by a shotgun aimed at the heart of humanity.

bloggers of 09

after recent conversations, between friends and i, i would just like to say:
i am pretty sure that you are placed with a decision to read or not read other peoples blogspots before you do and i do not understand how you find it in yourself to set a standard that everyones blogspots should meet, being each individuals blogspot, they are allowed to post or not post whatever they feel like they want, its theirs not yours, and if you have such a big problem with it, do not read it.
dont sit there and bad mouth that persons ways of blogging, what they would believe ways of expressing their individuality.
so please shut the fuck up and leave people alone, your not any better

nothing I hate more

than liars, being lied to.
die

sunday afternoons, spent the best way.

It's short just like your temper,but somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool...

sucks

drunken minds, speak sober hearts

my life is over, seriously.

right as i was about to start new halo hmmmmmmm, devo

happiness

is not something we find, its something we create.

pug summer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hklRvF98qHA

2008,

family dinner

"you were the kid that ran around really fast all the time and said you were a moth, no not a butterfly a moth"

everythings a game,

and so i have reached the point in which i am past the state of confusion, and wonder why people seem to rely so much on others word as if it is air itself, no one is into making there own assesments anymore, and just follow the trend and go by what they have heard, but this fools me, as to why everyone believes what has been blown so far along a line of people that it is nothing like it was in the original state, i mean dont we all know what happens in chinese whispers, words are misheard,changed and leftout and thats all this is, a huge game of chinese whipsers and by believing it all, you have lost.

duckworth, i miss you.

Jess says:
DID YOU HAVE SEX WITH THAT GIRL
Scott says:
what girl
Jess says:
IDUNNNO ANY GIRL
Scott says:
haha nahh
im getting pretty horny but..

"im not ready to wash it, no not yet"

secret beach, bubbles, gum, sunday afternoon naps, pirate ship bed, 'wizz fizz incident', lu-cy, weekend fun masta, bestfriend, creep, fun list, weekend lollie, big spoon, movie nights, comfy cuddles, "", wilson, kite flying weather, friendship 'lifeline', over flowing bubble baths, belly drooling, jessywessy, babyhead, being mean, goodmorning texts, laughing till crying, "i think that one followed us", my birthday kiss, "oh no its coming back, run", (L)

"i know that when i walk these shots will hit me, but right now while we are standing here, im fine, oh wait i just fell,lets go again just to be fun"

"im gunna be you no 'that cunt' with the sunnies, i am 'that cunt', these ribbons make you fun"